Realizing..

After my brother left every responsibility was passed down to me.
And it's hard. it's hard being the eldest.
It's like smoking a broken cigarette. (Figure it out)
The first day on the job i wanted to quit but i told myself "If he can do it, so can I" And also i wanted to prove to my parents that im different from him.
For the past week i've been emotionally drained because of my brother.
I never had a chance to bound with him and try to renovate our problems.
But i really miss him. Life without him is unconventional.
Life for me is a shadow without him.
I realized that Life is Beautiful. Love is insane. Brotherhood is everlasting.