My pride ruins everything.

The young man knows the rules...but the old man knows the exceptions.

"Beauty Fades. Dumb is Forever."

once again i'm losing faith
once again i'm doubting everything
once again i'm facing a wall
hoping that it will pass
and asking myself
when will this story end
are things gonna change
just like the ashes of the past.

my body pauses for a moment
trying to gather all the thoughts
floating in my head
thinking of what to do next
planning my next move
then i inhale death allowing it to calm my emotions down
and for an instance my feelings fade

Above us now the final rays of the sun before
the fall of night were raised to such a height
that we could see the stars on every side.

And so i was drawn from random thought
wandering in mind, I shut my eyes
transforming thought on thought to dream.

I wanna die when the sun rises
7 days a week i think of death
Waiting for my shadow to fade away
And expecting my day to end
When that day comes
The sun will shine to cast away my shadow.

I have learned..

I've learned that no matter
what happens, or how bad it seems today, life
does go on, and it will be better tomorrow.

I've learned that you can tell a lot about a
person by the way he/she handles these three
things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled
Christmas tree lights.

I've learned that regardless of your relationship
with your parents, you'll miss them when they're
gone from your life.

I've learned that making a "living" is not the
same thing as making a "life."

I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance.

I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's
mitt on both hands. You need to be able to throw something back.

I've learned that if you pursue happiness, it will elude you.
But if you focus on your family, your friends, the needs of others,
your work and doing the very best you can, happiness will find you.

I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart,
I usually make the right decision.

I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one.

I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone.
People love that human touch - holding hands, a warm hug, or just
a friendly pat on the back.

I've learned that I still have a lot to learn.

I've learned to love God once again.

I've learned to love my family and friends more.

I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will
forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made
them feel.

From the back of my head

i was about to cry
but my wasted heart didnt allow it
i should have done something
all i did was waste my time
i assume i dont fully understand
and i need to listen
the feeling that lies in me are just thoughts
for now just let me say
without any agenda
always hopeless romantic
to me your perfect
and my dying heart will love you.

Thanks for nothing.
You didnt even bother to apologize.
It kinda hurts but i'll get over it.
I just hope you realize how much i care for you.
And not take me for granted.

I felt death..it was nothing much
I just want to beat myself to sleep tonight
I wanna fly away while the clouds cry
And after that i won"t be alone anymore.....

One wish changes nothing. One decision changes everything

I dreamed of dancing with you.
Holding you tight, looking at you straight in the eye
And tell you "I wish this never ends"
Then i wake...
Thinking of the way you make me high
It just makes the world go round
I hope for love to save me in this twisted life of mine.

Realizing..

After my brother left every responsibility was passed down to me.
And it's hard. it's hard being the eldest.
It's like smoking a broken cigarette. (Figure it out)
The first day on the job i wanted to quit but i told myself "If he can do it, so can I" And also i wanted to prove to my parents that im different from him.
For the past week i've been emotionally drained because of my brother.
I never had a chance to bound with him and try to renovate our problems.
But i really miss him. Life without him is unconventional.
Life for me is a shadow without him.
I realized that Life is Beautiful. Love is insane. Brotherhood is everlasting.

A Bit Longer..

All I wanted was the chance to say
I would like to see you in the morning
Rolling over just to have you there
Would make it easy for a little bit longer
But here
Closer every year
So near
The fear is coming clear
My dear
The fear is here
Getting up this morning
And so all the trees forgot to wake
They were dropping all their leaves
on the ground below them
Make it easy for a little bit longer..

Just wondering

Shinning through my eyes.
trying to listen
but im bothered by the thoughts floating in my head
i wished i could set myself free
i wished i dreamed of happy thoughts
my dreams are never pleasant
i wish dreams could be realities
i just wish...

Results: "What elemental dragon are you?"

You are an earth Dragon! You have a knack for Nature or animals, and are peaceful, careful, chariming, and optimistic. You can throw a tantrum now or then, but who doesnt? You value simple things in life, such as friends, familly, and Nature.

To Miguel

Yeah
All my life
Uh-huh
Ooh, yeah, yeah
Why?

All of my life, I've been searching
For the words to say how I feel (how I feel)
I'd spend my time thinking too much (yeah, yeah)
And leave too little to say what I mean
But I tried to understand the best I can
All of my life (yeah, yeah, yeah)

All of my life, I've been saying sorry (sorry, sorry)
For the things I know I should have done (done)
All the things I could have said come back to me
Sometimes I wish that it could just be gone (I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish)
Seems I'm always that little too late
All of my life (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)


Said enough, I'll take a drink with you
Pull up a chair, I think I'll stay
Said enough, cos I'm going nowhere
There's too much I need to remember
There's too much I need to say

All of my life, I've been looking (looking)
But it's so hard to find the way (find a way)
Just reaching past the goal in front of me
While what's important just slips away (every day)
And it doesn't come back but I'll be looking
All of my life.

Listen to me now
Listen to me now
Listen now...

Said enough, I'll take a drink with you
Pull up a chair, I think I'll stay
Said enough, cos I'm going nowhere
There's too much I need to remember (I need, I need to remember baby)
There's too much I need to say (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
All of my life
All of my life

Check it out now, now

All of my life there have been regrets
That I didn't do what I could
Play station upstairs, while you watched TV
Said I didn't spend the time I should
And that's a memory I'm gonna live with
All of my life

All of my life.
All of my life.
Ooh, yeah
Yeah
All of my life.
All of my life...

From: Anonymous

You deserve the best..

You will get only what you want
Sometimes the world seems cold.
There are moments when you try your best,
and even that isn't good enough.
You yearn for the best life has to offer,
but you wonder if it will ever appear.

but you have to keep believing...
you have to remember
that things will get better,
that you will find strength,
and you have to believe in yourself...
the way that I believe in you.

Results: "How horny are you?"

If It Comes, Your So happy, its such a privelge to make love to someone you Love, Your Horny only because you need to feel that emotion called Love. Your 40-50% Horny