for many years..
together we face our fears
and i hope this year..
my pride does not get the best of me

Life is but an empty dream

falling apart

i look for an empty space
and hide in darkness
waiting for them to address me
waiting for them to call my name
while i wait i shiver with fear
my heart pumps rapidly
i drown in tears
and i brake out being some else
all i can do is pray.

i wait in tears for the candles to light up
remembering the years
making up for the past
wishing you were here to celebrate with us
even if you can't hear our voices, our laughs
our cheers, and feel our comfort
always remember your presence is still here.

Free the world and let them know it's Christmas