From the back of my head

i was about to cry
but my wasted heart didnt allow it
i should have done something
all i did was waste my time
i assume i dont fully understand
and i need to listen
the feeling that lies in me are just thoughts
for now just let me say
without any agenda
always hopeless romantic
to me your perfect
and my dying heart will love you.

Thanks for nothing.
You didnt even bother to apologize.
It kinda hurts but i'll get over it.
I just hope you realize how much i care for you.
And not take me for granted.

I felt death..it was nothing much
I just want to beat myself to sleep tonight
I wanna fly away while the clouds cry
And after that i won"t be alone anymore.....

One wish changes nothing. One decision changes everything

I dreamed of dancing with you.
Holding you tight, looking at you straight in the eye
And tell you "I wish this never ends"
Then i wake...
Thinking of the way you make me high
It just makes the world go round
I hope for love to save me in this twisted life of mine.

Realizing..

After my brother left every responsibility was passed down to me.
And it's hard. it's hard being the eldest.
It's like smoking a broken cigarette. (Figure it out)
The first day on the job i wanted to quit but i told myself "If he can do it, so can I" And also i wanted to prove to my parents that im different from him.
For the past week i've been emotionally drained because of my brother.
I never had a chance to bound with him and try to renovate our problems.
But i really miss him. Life without him is unconventional.
Life for me is a shadow without him.
I realized that Life is Beautiful. Love is insane. Brotherhood is everlasting.

A Bit Longer..

All I wanted was the chance to say
I would like to see you in the morning
Rolling over just to have you there
Would make it easy for a little bit longer
But here
Closer every year
So near
The fear is coming clear
My dear
The fear is here
Getting up this morning
And so all the trees forgot to wake
They were dropping all their leaves
on the ground below them
Make it easy for a little bit longer..

Just wondering

Shinning through my eyes.
trying to listen
but im bothered by the thoughts floating in my head
i wished i could set myself free
i wished i dreamed of happy thoughts
my dreams are never pleasant
i wish dreams could be realities
i just wish...

Results: "What elemental dragon are you?"

You are an earth Dragon! You have a knack for Nature or animals, and are peaceful, careful, chariming, and optimistic. You can throw a tantrum now or then, but who doesnt? You value simple things in life, such as friends, familly, and Nature.

To Miguel

Yeah
All my life
Uh-huh
Ooh, yeah, yeah
Why?

All of my life, I've been searching
For the words to say how I feel (how I feel)
I'd spend my time thinking too much (yeah, yeah)
And leave too little to say what I mean
But I tried to understand the best I can
All of my life (yeah, yeah, yeah)

All of my life, I've been saying sorry (sorry, sorry)
For the things I know I should have done (done)
All the things I could have said come back to me
Sometimes I wish that it could just be gone (I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish)
Seems I'm always that little too late
All of my life (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)


Said enough, I'll take a drink with you
Pull up a chair, I think I'll stay
Said enough, cos I'm going nowhere
There's too much I need to remember
There's too much I need to say

All of my life, I've been looking (looking)
But it's so hard to find the way (find a way)
Just reaching past the goal in front of me
While what's important just slips away (every day)
And it doesn't come back but I'll be looking
All of my life.

Listen to me now
Listen to me now
Listen now...

Said enough, I'll take a drink with you
Pull up a chair, I think I'll stay
Said enough, cos I'm going nowhere
There's too much I need to remember (I need, I need to remember baby)
There's too much I need to say (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
All of my life
All of my life

Check it out now, now

All of my life there have been regrets
That I didn't do what I could
Play station upstairs, while you watched TV
Said I didn't spend the time I should
And that's a memory I'm gonna live with
All of my life

All of my life.
All of my life.
Ooh, yeah
Yeah
All of my life.
All of my life...

From: Anonymous

You deserve the best..

You will get only what you want
Sometimes the world seems cold.
There are moments when you try your best,
and even that isn't good enough.
You yearn for the best life has to offer,
but you wonder if it will ever appear.

but you have to keep believing...
you have to remember
that things will get better,
that you will find strength,
and you have to believe in yourself...
the way that I believe in you.

Results: "How horny are you?"

If It Comes, Your So happy, its such a privelge to make love to someone you Love, Your Horny only because you need to feel that emotion called Love. Your 40-50% Horny