Thursday, September 30, 2004

So Long

Yes I heard all that you had to say
That's when it all fell apart
Might be hated, but I can't pretend
I liked you better before
So long, so long, front foot leads the back one
Go on and it won't be too soon
I'm gone, I'm gone and on to the next one
So long, and I won't be back soon
Yes I'm blue, but from holding my breath
Like I have from the start
I'm the villain and I should confess
I liked you better before
So long, so long and on to the next one
Go on and it won't be too soon
I'm gone, I'm gone, bet you saw this one comin?
So long and I won't be back soon
It's hateful to say, see it this way
Don't even know who you are
But in my defense I'd do it again
I don't need to know who you are
So long, so long and on to the next one
Go on and it won't be too soon
You're gone, you're gone, are you waiting for somethin?
Go on cause I won't be back soon
It's hateful to say, see it this way
Don't even know who you are
But in my defense I'd do it again
I don't need to know who you are
So long, so long, front foot leads the back one
Go on and it won't be too soon
You're lost and gone and on to the next one
Don't need to know who you are
Don't need to know who you are

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

IF

If i could be with you forever
then life would be easier
i know that your soul searching
i am too
but if only you could see what i see
if only you could feel what i feel
i hope that your expectations change
well, time will tell
and God only knows...
And as of now all i can do is hope and dream.

Life.

A man conceived a moment's answers to the dream.
Staying the flowers daily, sensing all the themes.
As a foundation left to create the spiral aim,
A movement regained and regarded both the same,
All complete in the sight of seeds of life with you.
Changed only for a sight of sound, the space agreed.
Between the picture of time behind the face of need,
Coming quickly to terms of all expression laid,
Emotion revealed as the ocean maid,
All complete in the sight of seeds of life with you.
Never know their fruitless worth;
all the mornings of the interest shown,
presenting one another to the cord.
All left dying, rediscovered
Of the door that turned round,
Locked inside.
To close the cover.
Watching the world, watching all of the world,
Watching us go by.
And you and I climb over the sea to the valley,
And you and I reached out for reasons to call.

Sunday, September 26, 2004

It won't be the same..

I said goodbye to my brother
I made him go
Cause it's time
Was never supposed to be like this
I was too weak so i had to break
Tears are about to start again

So i go on
And try to make things better
I've wasted every moment
And the boredom kills me

Like our father said
It won't be hard to start again
And you're gone now
And it didnt make me happier
But i finally got it figured out
So, go on and get going
I'm fine on my own

But just promise me
That you'll be back
Because it won't be the same.


Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby

Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue
And dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true

Someday I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are
Far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me

Somewhere over the rainbow
Blue birds fly
Birds they fly
Over the rainbow,
Why then, oh why can't I...

Monday, September 20, 2004

My Results: what kind of kisser are you?

antonio manuel,you're a Romantic Kisser

Whew, is it warm in here or is that just you? When it comes to kissing, you get your drive from the lure of romance. For you, it's more than a meeting of the lips. You appreciate kissing for the rush and for what it symbolizes. Long-stemmed roses, candlelight dinners, and weekend retreats to bed and breakfasts. Sound about your speed?

You're a kissing partner who can go beyond the sweet surrender of locking lips to discuss the meaning of relationships. To really express yourself, you're probably one who's concerned with setting the proper mood. You might light a fire or take your date to a beautiful lookout before cuddling and kissing. You probably like to make a lot of eye contact, gently hug and touch your date, and talk tenderly about your feelings.

While your intensions are pure, your intensity might sometimes be a little overwhelming. Don't forget that being playful can also be a sign of affection, and remember, sometimes a kiss is just a kiss.

Sunday, September 19, 2004

Thoughts

Walking through the valley of death
i see faces that bring back memories
broken and has gone back to their creator
life isn't the same with a gun in my hand
a hole in my heart and a spotless mind
demons running like crazy through my head
i'm thinking of what to do..
and i raised my hand then looked up at the heaven's above
and i fall into darkness
with my soul burning.

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

My Results

Sober Rational Destructive Follower

You are cool, analytical, intelligent and completely unfunny. Sometimes you slice through conversation with a cutting observation that causes silence and sidelong glances. You make a strong and lasting impression on everyone you meet, the quality of which depends more on their personality than yours.

You may feel persecuted, as you can become a target for fun. Still, you are focused enough on your work and secure enough in your abilities not to worry overly.

You are productive and invaluable to those you work for. You are loyal, steadfast, and conscientious. Your grooming is impeccable. You are in good shape.

You are kind of a tool, but you get things done. You are probably a week away from snapping.
Confession is what i need
will God forgive me?
Father i am at your feet
knealing to you
begging for forgiveness
i'll change to who i used to be

if only you could see the tears in my eyes
i'm losing my faith in everthing
but i still dream a thousand dreams
besides wasting my time

Monday, September 06, 2004

Goodmorning Sunshine

i wake freezing from the cold breeze
the only thing i can think of is you
getting ready for a new day
watching you rise above everything else
and i shed a tear
a sign of happiness

watching you set once again
darkness covers the heavens above
then you wait to begin rise again.